Run Race

Later, I was suppose to wake up at 5am so that I can make it to the HP Family Day X-country run on time. But still, I am awake now. Not a good habit for a person who are going to take part in a run race soon. (those reading please do not try this, as I have been trained to do the special action. hahhahaha... copy those special action performance show notice)

Back to the run race. I guess I am a little bit of crazy already. In less than 6 hours time, I will start running for the HP X-country run 5km. This 5km should be achievable as in should be able to be completed easily.

But, within less than 21 hrs after I reach the finishing point, I will need to start running again for another run race I registered a few months ago. That is the Safra Army Singapore Bay Run (sth like that, lazy to confirm the name. someone out there might want to check it out? haha) for a total of 21km route.

May god bless me.

As listed in one of my previous post, my this year is full with a lot of run race. If not wrong, after that post, I registered two more run race events.
011109 - Great Eastern 10km run (exclusively for women only)
061209 - Standard Chartered Singapore Marathon (I crazily registered myself for the full marathon which is the 42.195km run)

I wonder why did I register for so many run race. Not that I can run fast enough to win the competition and win myself some pocket money. Moreover, I need to pay for those run race I registered, except for HP X-country run and Corporate Triathlon 09 which fully sponsor by HP. HP also partly sponsor for the SCSM this year as I join as corporate race (FYI, the run itself got no difference between individual or corporate runner in term of starting point/time, just the corporate will accummulate point for every finisher who register under their corporate and compete with other corporate).

Guess what I can do is keep running since I have already registered myself in the run.

她要回来了

从来我都不太敢写关于她的文章，回想起来应该就只有一篇罢了。那仅有的一篇写于我的另一个部落格，时间该是我自个儿在上海的时候吧。

不写她，是不想家里的每一个人看了心酸。最起码，想起她让我掉泪了好几次。

九年了，她独自一个人在外生活。亲戚们或则较熟悉的朋友时不时会问“她有回来吗？”，“几年没有回来了？”。这些问题常有，新年期间尤其多。

一直觉得她很勇敢，很独立。最起码九年的时间说长不算长，却不是短暂的光阴。

很内疚的，曾经一段时间，突然觉得她很陌生。MSN上谈天也找不到话题。有想过为什么这个和我关系这么亲的一个人，我却像是不认识她。

直到最近，公司派我到美国去接受训练，有了机会探望一个人住的她。我是多么的感激及感动。

那一趟旅行，住在她租的公寓，我很珍惜。九年不见，我俩却莫名的争吵一番。想起真的觉得可笑。但是，这争吵却让我两回味以前在一起的生活。她还是她，我还是我；她还是那个我非常想念的二姐，我还是那个小辣椒妹妹。

要回来的那一天，她送我到机场。在我进入等候厅后，她回了。在等候厅里，我望着窗外机场停车场的出口处，希望可以看到她。等着等着，那依依不舍的心情真的要命。

终于，让我盼到了。看到她的车驶出停车场，离开机场，再度离我远远的。

我哭了。眼泪不停的流。不知道何时可以再相聚。沉重的心情，离开了她。

之后，有了话题，我们常聊了。

最近，更听到她做了决定，一个家里大家都会高兴的决定，她要回来了。

谢谢她做了这个决定，我了解这个决定对她来说不简单。

二姐，欢迎你回来。

我写。。我记

再一次我荒弃了这个角落。
我不会说“我不是故意的”，不是因为我真的存心这么做，而是理由与借口往往是一线之差。

很多事情发生，很多故事想说，很多心声要分享。
就因为越堆越多，雪球般越滚越大，那种心情就像一堆山的课业等待被处理，突然间有种莫名的压力。（好笑吧！）

曾问过自己，
为什么我要维持这个活了三年的角落？
为什么当初我要开始占据这个空间？

我想，我只是想让自己有个空间。。
写下我想写的
记下我想记的
开心时与大家分享
难过时有人鼓励
无聊时乱扯一番 （就像现在）