First roll after years

First roll after so many years. Curious and excited to know how they look like.

Started first photo on 25 December 2010, last photo on 10 January 2011.

Hopefully, it's upload-able.

第一项任务

新工作，新环境。

第一天，第一项任务，就是学习开这把锁。

看似好玩，却是蛮难，需要点技巧。

在这个地方，我会是被锁住了，还是我会成功把它打开。

加油加油！！！

Bye Bye

2010 没了，2011也过了两天。好多想写得都还没写下，就先从这开始吧。

第一家公司，两个部门，三年半的时间，2010年12月22日终于告一段落。

学了很多， 了解了很多，尝试了很多，认识了很多。

有人问我有没有不舍。为了向前看，为了见识不同的事物，我想外出走走。

有人问我会不会后悔。哪想得了这么多。

当然，在公司里认识的同事好友门，我会很想念你们的。

临别前，不忘照一照。

别了旧的，愿明天会更好。

我的幸福

8月6日晚上，去巴厘岛的前一晚，我的他把这小盒子给我。

简单温馨的方式，他就这样的向我求婚。

7年前，他要我做他的女朋友。

7年后的这天，我答应与他白头偕老。

我想他会是我的幸福。

用微笑迎接每一天

笑， 有很多种。
哈哈大笑
微笑
奸笑
开怀大笑
苦笑
假笑
偷笑
曓笑
。。。

前些日子，有个同事告诉我，他刚进公司的时候以为我不会笑的。
前几天，同事A告诉同事B说，“你太搞笑了啦，连AM都笑了。”

笑是自己和他人可以感受到的。
同事说的，是一些自己已经察觉到的。
为何如此？不解。
只是，最近有在提醒自己，要笑。
要笑得开心。
要笑得有自信。
要笑得灿烂。
要笑得把笑这“病毒”传染给身边的人。

我有在努力。
虽然要提醒自己笑是有点可悲，但是最起码笑容在脸上出现，我想是件好事吧。

用微笑迎接每一天！；）

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year

I am not a Christian nor from a family who celebrate Christmas. However, I like Christmas. Guess I like to see people celebrating Christmas joyfully. Gift exchange, house decorations, Christmas dinner with friends and family, etc... These are something which full of joy.

Thus, wish all of you Merry Christmas and Happy New Year in this wonderful period. ;)

Run Race

Later, I was suppose to wake up at 5am so that I can make it to the HP Family Day X-country run on time. But still, I am awake now. Not a good habit for a person who are going to take part in a run race soon. (those reading please do not try this, as I have been trained to do the special action. hahhahaha... copy those special action performance show notice)

Back to the run race. I guess I am a little bit of crazy already. In less than 6 hours time, I will start running for the HP X-country run 5km. This 5km should be achievable as in should be able to be completed easily.

But, within less than 21 hrs after I reach the finishing point, I will need to start running again for another run race I registered a few months ago. That is the Safra Army Singapore Bay Run (sth like that, lazy to confirm the name. someone out there might want to check it out? haha) for a total of 21km route.

May god bless me.

As listed in one of my previous post, my this year is full with a lot of run race. If not wrong, after that post, I registered two more run race events.
011109 - Great Eastern 10km run (exclusively for women only)
061209 - Standard Chartered Singapore Marathon (I crazily registered myself for the full marathon which is the 42.195km run)

I wonder why did I register for so many run race. Not that I can run fast enough to win the competition and win myself some pocket money. Moreover, I need to pay for those run race I registered, except for HP X-country run and Corporate Triathlon 09 which fully sponsor by HP. HP also partly sponsor for the SCSM this year as I join as corporate race (FYI, the run itself got no difference between individual or corporate runner in term of starting point/time, just the corporate will accummulate point for every finisher who register under their corporate and compete with other corporate).

Guess what I can do is keep running since I have already registered myself in the run.

她要回来了

从来我都不太敢写关于她的文章，回想起来应该就只有一篇罢了。那仅有的一篇写于我的另一个部落格，时间该是我自个儿在上海的时候吧。

不写她，是不想家里的每一个人看了心酸。最起码，想起她让我掉泪了好几次。

九年了，她独自一个人在外生活。亲戚们或则较熟悉的朋友时不时会问“她有回来吗？”，“几年没有回来了？”。这些问题常有，新年期间尤其多。

一直觉得她很勇敢，很独立。最起码九年的时间说长不算长，却不是短暂的光阴。

很内疚的，曾经一段时间，突然觉得她很陌生。MSN上谈天也找不到话题。有想过为什么这个和我关系这么亲的一个人，我却像是不认识她。

直到最近，公司派我到美国去接受训练，有了机会探望一个人住的她。我是多么的感激及感动。

那一趟旅行，住在她租的公寓，我很珍惜。九年不见，我俩却莫名的争吵一番。想起真的觉得可笑。但是，这争吵却让我两回味以前在一起的生活。她还是她，我还是我；她还是那个我非常想念的二姐，我还是那个小辣椒妹妹。

要回来的那一天，她送我到机场。在我进入等候厅后，她回了。在等候厅里，我望着窗外机场停车场的出口处，希望可以看到她。等着等着，那依依不舍的心情真的要命。

终于，让我盼到了。看到她的车驶出停车场，离开机场，再度离我远远的。

我哭了。眼泪不停的流。不知道何时可以再相聚。沉重的心情，离开了她。

之后，有了话题，我们常聊了。

最近，更听到她做了决定，一个家里大家都会高兴的决定，她要回来了。

谢谢她做了这个决定，我了解这个决定对她来说不简单。

二姐，欢迎你回来。

我写。。我记

再一次我荒弃了这个角落。
我不会说“我不是故意的”，不是因为我真的存心这么做，而是理由与借口往往是一线之差。

很多事情发生，很多故事想说，很多心声要分享。
就因为越堆越多，雪球般越滚越大，那种心情就像一堆山的课业等待被处理，突然间有种莫名的压力。（好笑吧！）

曾问过自己，
为什么我要维持这个活了三年的角落？
为什么当初我要开始占据这个空间？

我想，我只是想让自己有个空间。。
写下我想写的
记下我想记的
开心时与大家分享
难过时有人鼓励
无聊时乱扯一番 （就像现在）

Normal sleeping again, please.

HC is back from Swiss with some chocolate for me. Hehehe...

Thought I can sleep well after he came back. No need to wake up at 2am, 3am or 4am everyday to chat with him. But still, I woke up at 3am last night. Sien... So sleepy now.

I want my normal sleeping back..... Please.....

Busy months ahead

FYI, I just registered myself in the HP Triathlon 09 in catogory solo freshman (Swimming 200m, cycling 10km, running 2.4km).

This is the first triathlon I join. Do not know how will it be. I must have something wrong somewhere in my brain. ;p;p

Like I told Wei Wei, I join not to win, but to see how far can I go.

Anyway, please wish me luck for the first part, swimming. Among the 3 parts, swimming should be the hardest one for me. That keep me to join the easiest category. hehe...

My race schedule:
090530: Adidas Sundown Marathon (42.195km run, done)
090625: KK trip (coming next, not a race though)
090816: Safra Singapore Bay Run (21km run)
090913: HP Triathlon 09 (S-200m, C-10km, R-2.4km)
0912XX: Standard Chartered Singapore Marathon (intended to join either full/half marathon)

Ganbatte Kudasai!!!

Resting

I am now resting in my room.
Dunno what to do, (actually I can simply come out with a long to do list)
Lazy to do anything,
Lazy to think what to do.

Watched a few episode of TVB dramas,
played facebook bejewelled blitz (somehow can't tahan and started playing it again.)
read some of the blogs
now writing my blog.

Since HC left to Swiss, I was like a bit too free.
most of my time were spent on thinking what to eat.
(Although I still spent a lot of time thinking what to eat when he is here.)
I can sleep early,
do a lot of stuff,
and not doing a lot of stuff.. hehehe..
But just, a bit boring sometime when he is not with me..
Anyway, still got a more days to go...
8 more days and he will be back..
Till then, let me zho bo zho bo a bit.. hehe

Diarrhea Again

I had diarrhea on Monday which stopped after cleansing my stomach. I went toilet at least 3 times in the morning after breakfast and once again after lunch. There after, the diarrhea stopped.

I had normally "big business" on Tuesday and Wednesday. However, my stomach is still not feeling so well.

Last night I ate the curry beehoon + mee. It is still quite good. But, I got waken up in the early 4am because of the pain at my stomach. It's 4am you know. So early and thus I made myself slept again. However, I got waken up another time at 5am. I really can't tahan the pain and quickly go to the toilet.

gosh.. It is so painful that I thought I would have started poo-ing the moment I sit on the toilet bowl. It wasn't like that. The pain was just getting more and more painful. Sigh. Besides the pain, I can felt myself sweating non-stop. And then, all the food I ate started to leaving my body very fast.

This condition continue quite a while. I think I went toilet at least 4-5 times just within half an hour. Wonder should I just sit inside the toilet or not. hehe..

Hai... To those who always said I am thin, this could be one of the contributor. Don't know since when, I have been diarrhea quite often. It's not that I like diarrhea, diarrhea is just not fun at all.

Done with my first Full Marathon

Just back from my first Full Marathon. Showered and I am clean now.
Finished the Full Marathon with the timing of 6hrs 22mins 30.71sec according to my own timing.
Ok. I am done with my energy also. Let's continue again.

I'll be back....

有人所谓的成就感

有人告诉我，“你真的不懂廋的人的感想”。
只是，有人常常会和很多人一样说我越来越廋了。
那是说，有人和很多人都在骗我说我廋？
还是说，我不了解自己的想法呢？
需要思考。

不过，重点不是这些。
有人说了那句话后，
很自豪地顶着自己那就快要四个月的肚腩说，
这就是有人所谓的成就感。

（这是一则有点被逼写的文章。;p）

2 more days to RUN

In the office now, just done with my lunch.

Started to read some of the blogs. (still my lunch hour, ok..)

Waiting for the Sunday Adidas Sundown Marathon.
2 more days to RUN.
My first 42.195km run.
Also first midnight run.
How long will I take?
How will it be like?
Let me tell you on Sunday after I back from the Run. (if I still got energy to do so. ;p)

Jia you jia you..

Wonderful morning

Some of my friends asked me, "You changed job?". Thanks for all the concern. Maybe I should answer it here.
Emm.. I would say the answer is yes and no. It's kind of complicated to the process of me getting to my current job.
Thus, in short, I am now still working in the same company HP but with different department and job scope.

Anyway, this is not the main topic I wanna talk about today.

Due to this department changed, my office is changed back to Comtech from HP Depot 2 building. Noticed I used the word "back". Yes, it is correct caused my office used to be in Comtech building before moving to Depot 2 this year after Chinese New Year. FYI, we had a week of WFH (work from home) during the week of moving.

Something I like about working in Comtech building is, there is shuttle bus provided by Comtech landlord (MappleTree) to and from Harbour Front 3 sessions everyday. The 3 sessions including morning (go to work hours), lunch time (can go Vivocity/Seah Im to eat) and evening (off work hours). Although HP do have shuttle bus from Harbour Front to all the HP offices, but the number of session and the frequency are both lesser.

Thus, after moving back to Comtech, I resume the ride on MappleTree shuttle bus morning and evening. The morning session bus start at 755am (if I am correct) and end at 915am. Yes, it is 915am. Pretty late right?! Hehe....

Normally, I used to prepare something as breakfast and eat in the office. I didn't get myself anything this week and have been acting like a rich girl eating McD breakfast for the last two days. But thanks to McD, they are having the morning breakfast promotion, S$2.50 per set (Sausage McMuffin and a cup of McCafe brewed coffee).

Because of the late timing for the last bus to Comtech, I decided to pamper myself a bit yesterday to had my breakfast in the Harbour Front McDonald restaurant. In fact, I reached Harbour Front quite early every morning and so did yesterday. Another reason is because there is unlimited refill of coffee and tea for breakfast in the restaurant. ;p;p

After adding the necessary sugar and creamer to my coffee, I started eating my Sausage McMuffin and reading MyPaper of the day. Kind of relaxing isn't it? ;p;p

When done with my Sausage McMuffin, I look at the watch and tell myself, it's time to leave. Don't do your own guessing, it was still early that time. I wasn't really planning to take the very last bus of the morning session. I quickly finished my first cup of coffee (nice one, but FYI I am not kind of must drink coffee everyday kind of people. Drinking coffee is like once in a while for me.) and refilled my 2nd cup of coffee for taking away. Such a cheepo thinking I had har? ;p;p

Leaving the restaurant with a cup of hot coffee, I felt good. I was thinking actually life can be very relaxing sometimes if we stop or slower down our pace a bit while walking to shuttle bus stop. That is just a nice and wonderful morning.

In the office, due to my cheepo and greedy and tan xiao pian yi, I felt myself floating after the 2nd cup of coffee. It is just not fun to drink 2 cups of coffee within 2 hours when I am not a heavy/regular coffee drinker. Sigh.. no more this thing to happen, if I can recall this incident before I pour my 2nd cup next time. ;p;p

Addicted to Facebook Bejeweled Blitz Game

Oh no.. I am addicted to FB Bejeweled Blitz Game...

I am still awake cause I was playing that game non-stop till i break my own record from 80k++ to 148k++...

So tired now.. neck so pain.. I need rest..

New start... Better start...

Same day 2 years ago, I got my first job offer if i remember correctly. That was on my last day of Uni life, my FYP presentation day.

Today, I got an offer at the very last day which I still can continue to work in HP.

Life is just so cruel to me to make me wait till the very last minutes.
Yet, life is also very nice to me that I am always saved before I have to suffer.

Even so, do not take life for granted.
Given the new start, think hard and work hard to make my life a better one.

Jia you jia you.

Thanks to all the support given by my family, my boy friend (in special category) and friends. They did help me thru some of my sad moments for the past few weeks.

I love you all.... mmuuakkkkssssssss...

Count down: 4 more days to go

I have been started this count down in my MSN since last week if I remember correctly. Wei Wei told me not to put that as she doesn't feel good looking at that. But sorry Wei Wei, I will keep it there till count down to 0 day.

So, how should I spend the last 4 days?
If you ask me how I feel, I don't really have exact answer to it. Just hope that good things come asap. Also, good luck will come to me.

Sometimes, I tried not to compare with others. As comparison will eventually make either one happy or sad. Unfortunately, most of the things which I can't avoid myself to compare with others normally made me sad.

For this time, I'll do my best to keep myself happy. Not to avoid anything. Not to afraid of anything. I know I can.

Ganbatte kudasai!!!