发现这两个星期里自己的情绪变化复杂。
开心，快乐，伤心，痛苦，烦躁，担心，害怕。。。等等等等矛盾的心情在心里。
有时真的觉得很辛苦，情绪的变化实在很大。
有时有一点累。。。
最可怜的是我的指甲，他们被我遗留四处。
放心，我想我还没有崩溃。
只不过，偶尔会想，崩溃的人是不是也曾经历过这些。。。
追星
7 months ago
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Less than half an hour
In less than half an hour time, I'll need to call for a conference call meeting. So lazy but nothing I can do to not to call...
In fact, I can have a reason. I am sick... Since last last Saturday till now still haven't recovered. Sigh... The virus in my body really like me too much.
Anyway, still have 23 minutes... Better get myself prepare for the meeting later. ;)
In fact, I can have a reason. I am sick... Since last last Saturday till now still haven't recovered. Sigh... The virus in my body really like me too much.
Anyway, still have 23 minutes... Better get myself prepare for the meeting later. ;)
Sunday, April 20, 2008
微笑的力量
曾经，我在另一个部落格里写过这么一片“微笑以后”。
里边有一句“微笑和年龄的增长成了对比”。
那时，总觉得微笑好像比以前来的困难。
朋友好意地逗我开心，却成了我泄气的对象。
最近，读到一篇文章，微笑的力量足以感染周围的人。
我想试试。。。
里边有一句“微笑和年龄的增长成了对比”。
那时，总觉得微笑好像比以前来的困难。
朋友好意地逗我开心，却成了我泄气的对象。
最近，读到一篇文章，微笑的力量足以感染周围的人。
我想试试。。。
Uncertainties.... Interesting???
After some up and down, I've finally got myself to sort of settle down. Trying very hard to get myself to a more normal life. (might not be very hard, but since i am a lazy and slacking type...)
Registered to the PAssion card early this year in Jan, thinking to join some of the courses in CC with cheaper member price. Was so enthu when the moment I paid for the PAssion card membership fees. (for those who know me well should know what will happen later. ;p) Drag..Drag.. Drag... Giving myself with a lot of different excuses. Thus, the first course (yoga) was signed up in March. Two months time for me to finally decide to sign up a course. Sigh.. I am so lazy.
Today, I went to the 2nd course (aerobics dance) for the 1st session. It was a tiring session but fun and exciting. To compare both Yoga and Aerobics, they are totally different. Yoga is soft and relaxing whereby Aerobics are more active and tiring. Yoga teacher told us to breath thru our nose only but not our mouth whereas the Aerobics teacher told us to breath in thru our nose and breath out thru mouth and nose.
Anyway, I really enoy going to both the classes, at least I have some work up every week.
But....... It seems like we shouldn't have a stable life. The moment I found myself in a more stable and settled down life, I got a bad/good news of the day. In short, I might need to move again. Hai... It is bad because it is really not that fun to move every few months. Tiring, time consuming, giving headache and also hurt the wallet. It might be good because we can change to a new place which might be more convenient to us (work and go kai kai).
Hai... Life is full of uncertainties, which make life more interesting.
Registered to the PAssion card early this year in Jan, thinking to join some of the courses in CC with cheaper member price. Was so enthu when the moment I paid for the PAssion card membership fees. (for those who know me well should know what will happen later. ;p) Drag..Drag.. Drag... Giving myself with a lot of different excuses. Thus, the first course (yoga) was signed up in March. Two months time for me to finally decide to sign up a course. Sigh.. I am so lazy.
Today, I went to the 2nd course (aerobics dance) for the 1st session. It was a tiring session but fun and exciting. To compare both Yoga and Aerobics, they are totally different. Yoga is soft and relaxing whereby Aerobics are more active and tiring. Yoga teacher told us to breath thru our nose only but not our mouth whereas the Aerobics teacher told us to breath in thru our nose and breath out thru mouth and nose.
Anyway, I really enoy going to both the classes, at least I have some work up every week.
But....... It seems like we shouldn't have a stable life. The moment I found myself in a more stable and settled down life, I got a bad/good news of the day. In short, I might need to move again. Hai... It is bad because it is really not that fun to move every few months. Tiring, time consuming, giving headache and also hurt the wallet. It might be good because we can change to a new place which might be more convenient to us (work and go kai kai).
Hai... Life is full of uncertainties, which make life more interesting.
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Seems recovering but getting serious
Virus attacked!!!
1st attack: sausage lips (again.. sien....)
2nd attack: sore throat
3rd attack: fever
4th attack: cough
5th attack: runny nose
When can they stop attacking me?????
MC yesterday, thought recovering soon.
Work today, think I might need another day of MC.
Please all drink more water and rest more....
1st attack: sausage lips (again.. sien....)
2nd attack: sore throat
3rd attack: fever
4th attack: cough
5th attack: runny nose
When can they stop attacking me?????
MC yesterday, thought recovering soon.
Work today, think I might need another day of MC.
Please all drink more water and rest more....
Acknowledgement
While studying HRM, we learned about different types of job satisfaction and also different kinds of motivation. Those were all in theory.
After working, I started to think of what is my job satisfaction and what is my motivation. Bonus? Increment? They are for sure a form of motivator, but they are better to be considered as the hygiene factor. Hygiene factor is the factor where having it might not motivate you, but without it might demotivate you. As for me, I sure happy when given bonus or increment. However, they are something given to everyone. Thus, the happy and joyful feeling left very soon. (left very soon better than being demotivated. hehehe..)
Today, I realised a great form of job satisfaction and excellent motivation. They are the "Acknowledgement". I can't really describe how great it is being acknowledged by someone especially your boss, but it really feel good and nice and refreshing and.... It is like after some hard work (maybe not very hard or maybe it's really hard), someone see it and appreciate it. And you know what you have been doing is something worth-doing. This is also like a guide for the direction and path forward.
Not good in describing. Anyway, I am just very happy and energised. Thanks boss. I'll keep my promise as to continue work harder and looking forward to the next acknowledgement. ;p
After working, I started to think of what is my job satisfaction and what is my motivation. Bonus? Increment? They are for sure a form of motivator, but they are better to be considered as the hygiene factor. Hygiene factor is the factor where having it might not motivate you, but without it might demotivate you. As for me, I sure happy when given bonus or increment. However, they are something given to everyone. Thus, the happy and joyful feeling left very soon. (left very soon better than being demotivated. hehehe..)
Today, I realised a great form of job satisfaction and excellent motivation. They are the "Acknowledgement". I can't really describe how great it is being acknowledged by someone especially your boss, but it really feel good and nice and refreshing and.... It is like after some hard work (maybe not very hard or maybe it's really hard), someone see it and appreciate it. And you know what you have been doing is something worth-doing. This is also like a guide for the direction and path forward.
Not good in describing. Anyway, I am just very happy and energised. Thanks boss. I'll keep my promise as to continue work harder and looking forward to the next acknowledgement. ;p
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
我怀念的：臭汗味版
今天和薇薇约好下班后去逛书店。虽然逛书店很不是我的性格，但是我还是去了。结果还买了两本书，还算蛮有收获的。
和薇薇在豫浪东站分别后，一个人的我拿出其中一本战利品开始品尝。搭轻快铁回家的途中，有一群男孩走进轻快铁。由于我还蛮陶醉于那本战利品，开始时并没有注意到他们的出现。只是慢慢的，开始嗅到一股蛮重的臭汗味。抬头一看，三个中学男生。
到站后，我在想，为何现在的青少年像是不顾虑到周围的人。这么臭就不好出来吧。
想着想着，就想起中一到中四的自己。
中一开始，我就加入了红星月会。当时的我进入红星的其中一个原因是不想浪费姐姐定做的红星制服，其他的也没有去想。不去理会还有什么团体也不去理会红星的活动或要求。
加入后，接触到的不只是急救上的常识，还有一连串的步操训练和一个接一个的筹备活动。
有点夜了，明天继续。。。。 ;p
和薇薇在豫浪东站分别后，一个人的我拿出其中一本战利品开始品尝。搭轻快铁回家的途中，有一群男孩走进轻快铁。由于我还蛮陶醉于那本战利品，开始时并没有注意到他们的出现。只是慢慢的，开始嗅到一股蛮重的臭汗味。抬头一看，三个中学男生。
到站后，我在想，为何现在的青少年像是不顾虑到周围的人。这么臭就不好出来吧。
想着想着，就想起中一到中四的自己。
中一开始，我就加入了红星月会。当时的我进入红星的其中一个原因是不想浪费姐姐定做的红星制服，其他的也没有去想。不去理会还有什么团体也不去理会红星的活动或要求。
加入后，接触到的不只是急救上的常识，还有一连串的步操训练和一个接一个的筹备活动。
有点夜了，明天继续。。。。 ;p
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Hungry.....
I am very hungry now... Waiting for the "golden pillow" delivered to me. The operator said, will be delivered at abt 8 sth or 9 sth.
Oh god... I am really hungry...
Before I start writing this post, I was reading someone's blog. He is a "food hunter". He do not know he got such a name cause I just creater it for him 5 seconds ago... His blog is all about the foods he ate with some of his comments. In fact, I should add another word in front, "rich food hunter". He had been flied to quite a lot of places in 3 months time. California, Japan, Thailand, Hong Kong etc... Reading his blog made me more hungry. And so, I decided stop reading for a while and write on my own blog.
It seems doing something else do not distract myself from the starving feeling. I am gonna find something to eat now.
Oh god... I am really hungry...
Before I start writing this post, I was reading someone's blog. He is a "food hunter". He do not know he got such a name cause I just creater it for him 5 seconds ago... His blog is all about the foods he ate with some of his comments. In fact, I should add another word in front, "rich food hunter". He had been flied to quite a lot of places in 3 months time. California, Japan, Thailand, Hong Kong etc... Reading his blog made me more hungry. And so, I decided stop reading for a while and write on my own blog.
It seems doing something else do not distract myself from the starving feeling. I am gonna find something to eat now.
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
Shag...
SHAGGG....
This word has been used in my msn nick for a few days already. A few of my friends ask me why am I so shag.
My reply to them is, there are quite a few issues came to me these few days. A bit lost to do not know how to handle them properly. That make me think of what cause me so lost.
1. I am too "cincai" with most of the things for the past. Seems like i seldom take things serious. Neither studies nor life. For studies, as long as can pass it's enough and don't bother to understand more detail or remember them after exam. For life, don't bother to learn anything (other than what i learn from school) seriously.
2. I was too used to the "tao bi" way of solving problem. In fact, the problem never solved with this stupid and coward method.
And so, i told myself these are some of the bad habit which shouldn't have on me. From now on, I must not be so "whatever" style. When learn somethings, really need to learn by heart. I started with paying S$50 for the yoga class. I told myself that i must not skip any of the class. If possible, practice them at home. Good start har?? ;p;p
As to how to throw away the bad habit of "tao bi", still thinking of a more practical solution. But currently, I think solving the issues i met in my work can be considered as part of the training to face problem. Any suggestions?
This word has been used in my msn nick for a few days already. A few of my friends ask me why am I so shag.
My reply to them is, there are quite a few issues came to me these few days. A bit lost to do not know how to handle them properly. That make me think of what cause me so lost.
1. I am too "cincai" with most of the things for the past. Seems like i seldom take things serious. Neither studies nor life. For studies, as long as can pass it's enough and don't bother to understand more detail or remember them after exam. For life, don't bother to learn anything (other than what i learn from school) seriously.
2. I was too used to the "tao bi" way of solving problem. In fact, the problem never solved with this stupid and coward method.
And so, i told myself these are some of the bad habit which shouldn't have on me. From now on, I must not be so "whatever" style. When learn somethings, really need to learn by heart. I started with paying S$50 for the yoga class. I told myself that i must not skip any of the class. If possible, practice them at home. Good start har?? ;p;p
As to how to throw away the bad habit of "tao bi", still thinking of a more practical solution. But currently, I think solving the issues i met in my work can be considered as part of the training to face problem. Any suggestions?
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